I think when it's all over it just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories which all comes back...but he never does. I think a part of me knew the second i saw him that this would happen....it's not really anything he said or anything he did. It was the feeling that came along with it, and crazy thing I don't know if I'm ever going to feel that way again, but I dunno if i should. I knew his world moved to fast and burned to bright... but I just thought how could the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks..... so much like an angel when he smiles at you?....maybe he knew that when he saw me...
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think the worst part of it all wasn't losing him...it was losing me.